I feel I analyse situations too much. I feel have all solutions to theoretical non-existent problems. I end up building humongous mountains a thousand times higher than Everest out of a mole hill. I think, I am sure I suffer from paralysis by analysis…too much π€ thinking, too much planning and yet zero action. I need to improve.
On the planning and thinking arena, I could be having seven degrees and multiple PhDs but in reality on the ground….zero. Nothing to show for those many pensive ππ€ hours. Nothing to show for the hours gazing at the ceiling and many evenings gazing at the stars. I need to improve on action implementation.
For years I have been trying to write a book…”Transfrontier kid,”…the courage to put pen to paper π is not there. It all fizzles at the back of the brain. For many years I have been thinking of taking an Environmental management and Conservation course with the Catholic university in Harare, that too fizzles into thin air. The will to implement is eluding me. Procrastination reigns supreme. I need to improve on action taking.
I have a beautiful retirement cottage in my mind. A comfortable cottage for Margaret and I….the initial step, the crucial baby step to that dream is proving elusive too. It all fizzles into thin air, remaining a painful mirage, an illusion to say the least.
I need to improve on taking prompt action…pronto! ππ